第1章 决定 

Decide

In the summer of 2021, eighteen-year-old Zhang Zhishu took an adventure. A rookie trainee who came from nowhere, a born idol, a talent show god, the first green card holder in the peninsula… these were all the accolades he received on the talent show. The talent show ended, but his idol career had just begun. “If I hadn’t made that mistake back then, would you belong only to me now?” “We were both too slow, and we carried too much burden. Now I just want to live for myself.” “Zhishu, I’m sorry for lying to you so many times, but please believe me about one thing: love is real.” “Zhishu-chan, I will always be by your side until you are truly happy.” “Senior, now I’ve finally stood beside you, but I can no longer control my heart that wants to get even closer.”

2021年的夏天，十八岁的张直澍做了一次冒险。半路出家的菜鸟练习生、天生爱豆、选秀之神、半岛首位绿卡c位……这些都是他在选秀节目中获得的评价。选秀落下帷幕，但他的爱豆生涯才刚刚开始。“如果当时我没有做错，现在你会不会只属于我？”“我们都太迟钝，也背负了很多，现在我只想为自己而活。”“直澍，抱歉骗了你那么多次，但唯独一件事情请你相信，爱是真的。”“直澍酱，姐姐会一直陪在你身边，直到你真正幸福为止。”“前辈，现在我如愿以偿站到了你的身边，可我已无法控制那颗想要更加靠近的心。”