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Chapter 1

When Ying Xu wakes up, she finds herself transmigrated into the body of the substitute Alpha lover of film queen Gu Qingzhu. She has only one mission: make Gu Qingzhu fall in love with her.

Gu Qingzhu is aloof and dignified in public, cold and proud. But in front of Ying Xu, her emotions fluctuate wildly. After every time they’re intimate, she always asks:
“Why?”
“Why is it you who lived... and not my sister?”

Gu Qingzhu’s childhood sweetheart—her deceased older sister—never smiled. So Gu Qingzhu demands Ying Xu must never smile in front of anyone.
Gu Qingzhu has a strong desire for control, so Ying Xu must stay by her side at all times.
No matter what Gu Qingzhu goes through, Ying Xu is the only outlet for her to vent.

In order to complete her mission, Ying Xu tolerates everything from Gu Qingzhu.
She’s kind to her, tender and considerate, protects her no matter what. Even if the whole internet curses her, Ying Xu does not waver—she plays the role of the perfect lover, neither too aggressive nor too distant.

When Gu Qingzhu’s illness flares up, Ying Xu rushes to her side, providing her with comfort and security.
When Gu Qingzhu is injured, Ying Xu carves the same wound onto her own arm.
No matter how Gu Qingzhu hurts her, Ying Xu only calmly says:
“I won’t blame you.”

Gu Qingzhu used to think she hated Ying Xu the most.
To her, Ying Xu was cold and calculating, and any display of innocence was just poorly acted. Every time she saw the woman blush, it disgusted her.
But at some point, Gu Qingzhu started looking forward to Ying Xu approaching her, clinging to her—she started longing for hand-holding, hugs, and even a shy kiss.

With Ying Xu by her side, Gu Qingzhu went back to see the therapist she had always resisted.
She began taking care of her health, traveling the world, even feeding kittens she used to fear.
And all of this... was because of Ying Xu.

Just as Gu Qingzhu was beginning to hate herself for craving tenderness she couldn’t control, letting Ying Xu take over her life—
The system notified Ying Xu that her mission was complete.
She could now choose how she wanted to die and leave this world.

Ying Xu chose—
to take a knife for Gu Qingzhu and die in front of her.

As she saw Gu Qingzhu’s face contorted in horror, Ying Xu sneered for the first time in front of her.
“Now I’m dead too. Between two corpses…
Who do you think mattered more?”


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1. Female A has no extra attachments
2. No clean-freaks please; no spoilers allowed.


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Tags: Sci-Fi | ABO | Beloved by All | Angsty Love-Redemption Arc

Main Character: Ying Xu
Relationship Focus: Gu Qingzhu x Ying Xu

One-Line Summary: After I died, she finally regretted everything.

Theme: Life is only lived once. Cherish the present and love deeply.

偏执万人迷Ax疯批影后O一觉醒来，应许穿成影后顾青竹的替身Alpha情人。她的任务只有一个：让顾青竹爱上她。顾青竹人前高岭之花，矜贵冷漠。在应许眼前，却情绪反复。每次温存结束后，她都会问应许：为什么？为什么活着的是你，而不是姐姐。顾